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Blindi wanted to stay friends because i hoped that one day we could be more.
ive loved you for a long time even tho ive been hurt so much before.
i have no right to ask that of you, but i pray one day you see my sores.
deep down i want to see you hurting, and i want to be the source.
i want to break your heart, payback for mine thats yet to heal.
but the thought of hurting you wounds me too.
i just want to know that you care, even if ill never have what i want.
want to be told that im enough.
passed around like a back street whore, never looked at as more then a fuck buddy or a friend.
cant somebody learn to love me, or at least keep the faint flicker of hope alive inside before it dies out for good.
can you be a real friend and tell me all the right things at the right time, or will you only see past me to what you want.
always dancing around anything relevant, only bringing up what never matters.
you stand beside me on the edge of a cliff as im about to jump, and you say to me things that
1420 MHzHe keeps a list wadded in the depths of his front, left pocket: where he holds his keys, and the forgotten/abandoned shell of a lone pistachio. The list is his biography, written in the shape of Argentine Spanish:
Me gustan los tomates en verano.
Yo amo a mi novio.
Nos besamos. (Mi novio chupa mis dedos de los pies.)
Las estrellas cantan sus canciones.
Mi nombre no es Eduardo.
Vivo con Jacobi ahora.
His pants are wadded, now, on summer-warmed hardwood; his shirt is draped over the back of a cane-back chair, the most incongruous of antiques in Jacobi’s tech-nerd lair. Headphones clamp his ears, and fill his head with the lisping whisper of interstellar hydrogen, broadcasting itself at a neat 1420 MHz. Bedroom is the wrong word for a place like this, despite the sorts of furnishings one might expect. There is a bed, a dresser, a bookshelf and two nightstands cramped with magazines, graphic novels. An alarm clock
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